Monday, March 10, 2025

Programming Note


Hello reader!  This post is to announce that after 11 wonderful years, I'm retiring this blog and moving over to Substack.  Blogspot has become a little outdated, and the newsletter format seems more appealing, since the biggest problem I had with getting eyes on the things I wrote was people in my life forgetting to actually look here.  With Substack, you can just subscribe and have new posts sent to you.  My output on this blog waned over the years, but I plan on trying to post more at my new home.  And if you loved my end of the year lists, they will live on there going forward!  You can find the Substack here.  If you are a former or current coworker of mine, this is not for you.  I'm not real, I do not exist outside of the confines of the 9:00 AM to 5:00 PM period.  Read a book instead.  I hear Blood Meridian is pretty good!  (Just don't look up any recent news about the author of it...)

If you've ever read and enjoyed something I've posted on here, it means more to me than you'll ever know.  Thank you, truly.  I hope you'll subscribe to the Substack.  Unless, of course, you're a former or current coworker of mine.  Remember, Blood Meridian?

Tuesday, December 31, 2024

My 20 Favorite Television Shows of 2024

 


Usually, I like to introduce these lists by talking about whether it was a good year for the medium, and I tend to consume so much that I always find a way to come out on the positive end.  Well here's a first: 2024 was a bad year for TV.  I'm not ready to have a doomsday mentality about it, because I think it's mostly down to last year's strikes disrupting the release pipeline.  (Though the general trend towards shows having eight-episode seasons that come out every two years is slowly leading to worse television as well.)  I didn't have a problem creating a top 20, but it resulted in cases like my number two pick being technically the show's worst season, but it's the highest I've ever ranked the series on a year end list.

Still, I found plenty to enjoy outside of the traditional scripted Western television.  2024 was an amazing year for anime, for example, which you'll see below.  And though they can't qualify for something like this, I loved watching things like Carlos Alcaraz vs. Jannik Sinner in the Beijing tennis finals, or my favorite Street Fighter 6 player PunkDaGod finally winning EVO after years of being labelled as somebody who chokes in big moments.  Anyway, I digress -- let's talk about some of my favorite TV of the year. 

The rules: Shows are considered for this list based on their episodes that aired between January 1, 2024 and December 31, 2024.  This used to be a big thing when people watched more network shows where the seasons bled into the new year, but it doesn't factor in as much now.

Monday, December 30, 2024

My 20 Favorite Films of 2024



My relationship with film was at a bit of a low point this year.  I was looking at my Letterboxd stats before writing this and I only logged 134 movies in 2024, which is much less than my days of logging around 300 a couple of years ago, but even less than the 186 I did last year.  It's not just a raw numbers thing, though -- I was recently telling a friend that I got too trapped in the new release rat race this year, and as a result my film watching felt less fulfilling.  My usual rationalization is that staying current is helpful both for the purposes of making these lists and also for strengthening my critical faculties, but at a certain point I have to ask myself what is the value of seeing a film I know I'm going to hate like Deadpool & Wolverine over one of the many Jia Zhangke movies I have in my backlog, for instance.

So next year I'm going to try to shake myself out of that, which is something I've said a variation of before, but I really mean it this time.  Maybe.  I think.  In the meantime, please dig in to some of my favorite 2024 releases!  No Madame Webs were harmed in the making of this list.

The rules: Any film that got their first non-festival release in 2024 -- whether that's theatrically, on VOD, or exclusively on a streaming service -- qualifies for this list.

Sunday, December 29, 2024

My 20 Favorite Albums of 2024

 

A thing that's always been a source of pride for me is that I still haven't reached a point where my music taste has calcified, where I stop being curious and only stick with artists I already like.  Even though I ask myself more and more whether I'm becoming washed -- particularly when Pitchfork drops a new best-of list and it's filled with rap picks I find borderline unlistenable -- the thrill of discovery is still too powerful to ever want to retreat from it just because I sometimes stumble upon things I don't understand.  So even though I'm an aging indie kid who continues to check out new Decemberists albums (don't laugh, this latest one was pretty solid!), I remain intrigued by the idea that my new favorite band could be right around the corner.

2024 was a year where I felt more open than I've ever been.  I attribute that to new friendships with music lovers who have slightly different wheelhouses than I do and being inspired to meet them where they're at.  It might not be fully reflected in my list of favorites below, but I tried a wide range of music this year and it was very nourishing.  Below is a mix of old and new loves, but all of them made 2024 better.  Enjoy!

The rules: The window of eligibility for this list is anything released from January 1, 2024 to now.  This list can include albums, mixtapes, EPs, and anything in between.

Sunday, December 31, 2023

My 20 Favorite Television Shows of 2023


For the uninitiated, it's a yearly tradition for me to start this list by breaking down my relationship to television, counting how many TV shows I watched in full during the calendar year.  In 2023, I had a healthy amount of 87, so the days of watching over 100 shows in a year are long in the rearview now.  One difference here is I got so behind on TV that there were some shows I really wanted to get in under the wire that I didn't have time for.  There are always things that I miss out on, but they're usually more of a "I'm mildly intrigued to check this out" case.  This time, there are some heavy hitters that I just didn't get around to.  Hell, there was a new season of Black Mirror in 2023 and I still haven't watched it.

So now more than ever, this top 20 you're about to see is not necessarily definitive, just my favorites of what I managed to cross off my watch list.

The rules: Shows are considered for this list based on their episodes that aired between January 1, 2023 and December 31, 2023.  This used to be a big thing when people watched more network shows where the seasons bled into the new year, but it doesn't factor in as much.  Although this year some shows like The Curse, For All Mankind, and Fargo are doing this annoying thing where almost all of the season aired this year but then the last two episodes are going to bleed into 2024.  That's stupid!  I hate it!

Saturday, December 30, 2023

My 20 Favorite Films of 2023


It took some people a while to come around to something I've felt since the middle of the year: 2023 was a fantastic year for film, certainly the best since 2019.  Maybe I've just become more lenient of a watcher, but it seemed like I was giving five-star ratings out to films left and right this year.  (The actual numbers: six versus last year's four.)  Speaking of numbers being up, I also watched more new releases than I did last year, having seen 76 this year compared to my 65 in 2022.  Can I one day get to 100?  Stay tuned for 2024.

Let's take a look at some of my favorites from this bountiful year.

The rules: Any film that got their first non-festival release in 2023 -- whether that's theatrically, on VOD, or exclusively on a streaming service -- qualifies for this list.

Friday, December 29, 2023

My 20 Favorite Albums of 2023

 
2023, huh?  What a year.  I don't know that there were any releases this year that had an instant classic cultural status, nor were there any ones that personally blew me away completely, but that was made up for by the fact that there were so many albums that were very strong even if they weren't era-defining.  According to my Last.fm, I've racked up 12,627 song plays this year at the time of writing this, so I was listening to quite a bit of music in 2023.  Here's a rundown of some of my favorites that took up much of that listening time.

The rules: Everything is the same as usual.  The window of eligibility for this list is anything released from January 1, 2023 to now.  This list can include albums, mixtapes, EPs, and anything in between.

Monday, December 25, 2023

100 Songs I Liked In 2023

 
As always, my official end of the year lists will start on December 29th with my 20 favorite albums of 2023.  But there's so much great music out there that my album post could never cover all of the things I enjoyed over the past 12 months.  So this list is an additional rundown, one that highlights songs from albums that won't be appearing on the top 20 in a few days.  I'm including songs from my five honorable mention albums, so if you see something on here from an album you love, who knows, maybe that album is ranked somewhere between 21 and 25 for me.  And this year I'm running so late that I actually haven't finalized my top 20, so there could be a song from an album that sneaks into that list at the last minute.  I've been going with 100 songs for this list for that past few years, but this time I really had to stretch and find some tracks to stretch to those last few slots.  Hopefully you enjoy these picks and find some new music to get into!

Saturday, December 31, 2022

My 20 Favorite Television Shows of 2022

 

Alexa, play "3 Peat" by Lil Wayne.

That's right, for the third year in a row, I've accomplished the arbitrary goal I started to shoot for a few years ago of trying to watch less than 100 shows in full this year.  Although I did cut it close with 98 series, compared to 87 in 2021 and 93 in 2020, a win is a win.  I initially gave this mission to myself in order to watch less TV and focus on other interests, but even though I watched 98 shows, my relationship to television feels pretty healthy these days.  Sure, I watch alot of shows, but I waste far less time on things that are mediocre than I used to.

There wasn't much of an overarching trend to explain the TV landscape in 2022.  It was more about the continuation of narratives we've been living through for a while now, most notably the persistent dominance of a few streaming services when it comes to the content that takes up space in the market.  Although I do wonder whether that bubble is on the verge of bursting, particularly with the outrage that sparked from HBO Max's decision to remove some of their original content from the service in the past few months.

For me the theme of 2022, like all years, is that there's alot of good TV.  Let's take a look at some of those shows.

The rules: In recent years I started this thing where I had separate eligibility windows for streaming shows that dropped the whole season at once and shows whose episodes premiered weekly, but I'm dropping that because it was too confusing and most streaming services have switched to weekly releases.  Nobody reads this part anyway.  Shows are considered for this list based on their episodes that aired between January 1, 2022 and December 31, 2022.

Friday, December 30, 2022

My 20 Favorite Films of 2022


Without a doubt, the biggest complaint about my film lists from the past few years was the choice to reduce the total amount of films from 20 to 15.  Who are these people that still read a Blogspot page in an age where everybody has moved over to Medium or Substack, and are engaged enough to lodge formal complaints?  Don't worry about it, just know that they're 100% real and numerous and pissed.

Well you can delete those death threats you were in the middle of writing for the third year in a row, because the top 20 is back!  I was surprised to learn when tallying up the 2022 films I watched that the total was less than what I watched in 2021, which was 65 compared to last year's 69.  Despite that decrease, I felt better about this year's output, which had enough quality cinema that I never felt like I had to waste much time with the streaming slop and second-tier blockbusters that we always get.  (Please ignore the fact that I saw Black Adam in theaters on its opening weekend.)

As has been the case for the last few years though, the future of cinema still seems pretty bleak.  Alot of films toward the top of my list barely made a dent at the box office -- with one of them being a flop of epic proportions -- so who knows how long we'll get the amount of interesting movies that we got in 2022.  Let's celebrate them while we can.

The rules: Any film that got their first non-festival release in 2022 -- whether that's theatrically, on VOD, or exclusively on a streaming service -- qualifies for this list.

Thursday, December 29, 2022

My 20 Favorite Albums of 2022

 

Do you know what the sound of that fanfare rising from the distance means?  It's time for another rendition of my favorite albums of the year list.  I've been doing this list for years now and I just realized I've never detailed my odd listening habits, which might give a little insight into the amount of albums I can and can't get to in a year.  Alright, here it goes: Every Monday I make a new playlist that I tend to like to keep an hour long, usually containing one album that just came out that I'm interested in, and if that's less than an hour I'll include isolated songs from other albums I haven't been able to get around to.  And without fail, I listen to that playlist once a day for seven days straight, and then it's on to the next playlist.  Even if I don't end up liking the album on the given week's playlist, I stick with it or else it'll throw off my whole pattern.  Obviously, I listen to albums from years past and albums from previous playlists when I have free time elsewhere, but the weekly playlist is a constant.

Is this an overly rigid method, the work of someone who may have a few screws loose?  Yes, no question.  But it's been working for me for over a decade.  However, this year was the first time that I wondered if this method is untenable given the amount of music I want to listen to for contention on this list.  With the current process I use, I can only have around 60 total albums to which I can give an ample amount of listens, and there seems to be more records that intrigue me every year.  I don't know if 2022 was just an outlier, with everyone who's been holding on to releases due to the pandemic all deciding to drop material, or if this is the new normal.  That's a worry for next year though.  For now, let's dig into some of this year's best music.

The rules: Everything is the same as usual.  The window of eligibility for this list is anything released between January 1, 2022 and now.  This list can include albums, mixtapes, EPs, and anything in between.

Sunday, December 25, 2022

100 Songs I Liked in 2022


As always, my official end of the year lists will start on December 29th with my 20 favorite albums of 2022.  But there's so much great music out there that my album post could never cover all of the things I enjoyed over the past 12 months.  So this list is an additional rundown, one that highlights songs from albums that won't be appearing on the top 20 in a few days.  I'm including songs from my five honorable mention albums, so if you see something on here from an album you love, who knows, maybe that album is ranked somewhere between 21 and 25 for me.  I keep expanding the amount of songs I do for this list, starting at 50 and then expanding to 75, before finally landing on 100 last year.  I doubt I'll ever increase it from there because I like my free time, but I did have to cut some songs to get it down to the 100 count.  Hopefully you enjoy these picks and find some new music to get into!

Friday, December 31, 2021

My 20 Favorite Television Shows of 2021



Another year, another pandemic-assisted successful attempt to watch less than 100 shows.  Last year I watched 93 TV shows, and in 2021 I shaved that number down 87 shows watched in full (meaning I saw every episode the show aired in the calendar year).  Most people found themselves watching more TV while staying indoors, and here I am passing by in the opposite direction.  I might not even be able to consider myself a television freak anymore.  Have I developed any sort of personality in place of that identity?  My lawyers have advised me to not answer that question.

Maybe part of the reason I watched less was because for a while I thought the television landscape was...pretty lackluster this year, at least until a few bangers came in and saved the day in the 11th hour.  Then after some consideration, I realized that my love of the TV drama was skewing my perception, since really it was only a weak year for dramas.  Comedy had a good 2021 and it was a great year for anime, so you'll be seeing a larger proportion of both of those groups than usual in this list.

Another trend I noticed is a recession of shows that aired on actual, you know, television.  13 of the 20 shows on my final list were available exclusively on streaming services, a count that I think is higher than ever.  FX, which used to be my favorite network, only has a place on this list in the form of its FXX sister channel.  This would usually spell bad news, as I've gone on at length about the rise of Netflix and its proliferation of soulless, formless storytelling thanks to its binge-above-all mentality, but thankfully the other streaming services have embraced the weekly release strategy.  And believe it or not, their shows benefit from it.  Who would've thought that the model that worked for decades is still effective?  So the dominance of streaming isn't necessarily a negative trend anymore, just an interesting one.

Okay, you've read enough of me trying to be like John Landgraf at the TCAs.  Let's get to the list.

The rules: A couple of years ago I implemented a new rule to help account for streaming seasons that got dropped at the end of the year, and I'll be continuing that this year.  So for any show whose entire season drops at once, the eligibility window for this list is if that season dropped between December 11, 2020 and December 10, 2021.   This is just so I don't go insane trying to catch up on any shows whose whole seasons dropped at the end of the year, even though there weren't any examples that come to mind this year.  Thankfully the rules are simpler for shows that air weekly.  For those cases, any episode that aired between January 1, 2021 and December 31, 2021 are considered for this ranking.

Thursday, December 30, 2021

My 15 Favorite Films of 2021



Movies had a smoother ride in 2021 than they did last year, but that's not really saying much.  It was harder to gauge any film's success given that many were released on streaming services at the same time as they were in theaters, but things still didn't look promising.  It's not a great sign when Spielberg or Matrix movies can't even make money.  Basically, if you weren't a comic book film, the box office was not your friend this year.  Sometimes the pearl clutching about Disney's stranglehold on the industry can get a little melodramatic, but it's hard not to feel like anything but the biggest tentpoles will be vanishing over the course of the decade.

That kind of prognosticating is too grim to dwell on for too long, so let's focus on the year at hand.  Since theaters opened back up and films were no longer getting pushed back, I did see more new releases this year: a total of 69.  It's not quite back to the numbers I was putting up in 2018 and 2019, but it's much better than last year's paltry 48 new releases watched.  

And yet, despite that 21 film increase, the number of list worthy material I saw didn't appreciably increase.  I don't want to blame it on the quality of 2021's output, because there are a handful of lauded films that I still haven't gotten to, but either way I didn't necessarily feel enthusiastic enough about my number 16 through 20 films to write full entries on them.  (I'm choosing not to admit that the fact that I'm running closer to my deadline than usual this year contributed to this as well.)  Hopefully, this is the last year that my film list just a top 15, because I hate the unevenness of not having my three end of the year lists all be top 20s.  Anyway, let us tarry no further.  On to the list!

The rules: Any film that got their first non-festival release in 2021 -- whether that's theatrically, on VOD, or exclusively on a streaming service -- qualifies for this list.

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

My 20 Favorite Albums of 2021



In 2021, I listened to more music than ever, both because I had more time to and out of pure necessity.  Though the pandemic rages on, that hasn't stopped musicians from putting out material, and this year brought on a deluge caused by so many artists hitting the pause button last year.  I consumed way more EPs this year as a result, since some bands still hedged their bets and are waiting until touring is fully back to release an album.  Others tided over fans by releasing rarities or re-recordings of old work.

But no matter what shape or size it came in, music was great in 2021.  Rap produced a wealth of gems after a slow start, emo music continued its rise in respectability, and even the supposedly dying genre of indie rock had some works that revitalized the form.  Let's take a look at the best of what this year had to offer.

The rules: Everything is the same as usual.  The window of eligibility for this list is anything released between January 1, 2021 and now.  This list can include albums, mixtapes, EPs, and anything in between.  As always, I'm praying that nothing substantial comes out in the twilight hours of the year.

Saturday, December 25, 2021

100 Songs I Liked In 2021



On December 29th, I'll be starting off my end of the year lists with my 20 favorite albums of 2021.  But there's so much great music out there that my album post will only cover a very tiny portion of the stuff that's worth listening to.  So this list is an additional rundown, one that highlights songs from albums that won't be appearing on the top 20 in a few days.  I'm including songs from my five honorable mention albums, so if you see something on here from an album you love, who knows, maybe that album is ranked somewhere between 21 and 25 for me!  Last year I expanded this list from the usual 50 song count to 75 songs, but because working from home allowed me to listen to more music than ever this year and also because I love to torture myself, I've made it a clean 100 songs.  There's sure to be something you'll enjoy on here.

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Untangling HBO's knotty, entertaining The White Lotus



Only about 100 people watched Enlightened, HBO's early 2010s oddball dramedy about a woman who has a philosophical awakening after a nervous breakdown upends her life, but we all loved the show with a frightening intensity and were devastated when it was cancelled after two wondrous seasons.  It seemed like perhaps that show's early demise took alot out of its creator Mike White as well, as he mostly stayed away from television in the years after, alternating between writing well-received but little seen indie films and large studio movies meant to keep food on the table.  It's not as if his focus on cinema was an alien turn for him, since some of his earliest critical successes (Chuck & Buck) and best-known works (School of Rock) come from the big screen, but it's hard not to feel like TV is the medium he's meant for.  

Well our wishes were finally granted with the premiere of HBO's miniseries-turned-ongoing-show The White Lotus earlier this year, the first series created by White in almost a decade.  His penchant for social satire, his interest in New Age spirituality and wellness culture, his simultaneous love and hatred of humanity -- it all gets ported over to this story about a high-end Hawaiian resort and the three groups of guests who stay there for one fateful week.  The first group is the Mossbachers, an affluent and dysfunctional tribe enjoying their family vacation.  Then there's the Pattons, a newlywed couple made of Shane (Jake Lacy), who was born into money, and Rachel (Alexandra Daddario), who was not.  Rounding it out is Tanya (Jennifer Coolidge), who has come to scatter the ashes of her recently deceased mother.  In between all of that, there's also a focus on the people who work at The White Lotus, primarily hotel manager Armond (Murray Bartlett) and spa manager Belinda (Natasha Rothwell).

With such a heavy focus on the lives of privileged people, obviously the biggest struggle that detractors had with the show was that they felt it was hard to get invested in the main characters in a time like the one we're living through.  In fact, even a friend of mine to whom I recommended the show -- and if you're that friend and are reading this, I'm sorry for the call out -- watched the first episode and their reaction was "So far all of the main characters are unlikable and have the POC working for them."  To me, this poisonous need for likable characters in TV shows is a trend exacerbated by shows like Parks and Recreation, Ted Lasso, and Schitt's Creek that are so overly concerned with making the audience feel warm and funny at the expense of creating friction and challenging viewers.  

The White Lotus eschews those desires and is all the better for it.  This is a satire, and unlikability feels like the name of the game, the only way to understand its commentary on the difference between the haves and the have nots.  Something that crystallized in a recent rewatch is just how clear the show makes the delineation between the characters who stay at the resort from those who serve them through its writing and filmmaking.  "New Day," the show's second episode, opens with a montage of all the main guests at the hotel starting in a state of bliss, and then pointedly shifts to Belinda coming into work exhausted and Armond contemplating his sobriety.  Later in the same episode, there's a scene where Shane is at the buffet piling food onto his plate and the camera cuts to a shot of two unnamed attendants who look on as if they have a world of problems we're not given access to.  It's not a coincidence that Lani, the pregnant trainee who gives birth in the first episode, is shunted off after that, never to be seen again.  A working class woman of color basically doesn't matter to this world of privilege.

It helps that there's a gradient of likability amongst the main characters, where some seem more endearing in contrast with others.  Sure, Armond is kind of a jerk and he did genuinely mess up by double booking the room the Pattons were supposed to be in, but his struggle to stay sober is genuinely sad.  Yes, Mossbacher patriarch Mark (Steve Zahn) is a buffoon, but his health crisis in the early episodes and the rumination it inspires is truly engrossing.  These are examples of what's at the heart of Mike White's strengths as a writer: his characters can be prickly and difficult, but he gives them such a depth and dimensionality that it's impossible not to find something engaging about them.  He's so attuned to the facets of these people that he even puts incredible, character-revealing details in their reading choices.  Olivia (Sydney Sweeney) and Paula (Brittany O'Grady) reading Freud and Nietzche, Rachel reading My Brilliant Friend, and Shane reading a Malcolm Gladwell book are all inspired choices that make you think "Of course they would be reading that."

Even if you don't pick up on the more subtle moments the show has to offer, it also happens to be such pure pleasure on the surface.  Each episode is a blast to watch, so funny and sharp and lively.  And even though there aren't any grave stakes save a dead body teased in the very first scene (we'll get to that later), the story manages to feel propulsive, a sensation no doubt multiplied by the claustrophobic score that stampedes over every scene.  White's longtime history as a TV writer comes into play as he knows how to craft an episode, giving each one a consistent day-night cycle that keeps everything structured and rhythmic.  The plotting is intricate, keeping many plates spinning at once.  There's a beautiful cause-and-effect nature, like the events all exist on a labyrinthine pinboard, where small moments such as Paula losing her bag full of drugs play into seismic stories like Armond falling off the wagon.  Emotionally, the show works on that wavelength too, with temperaments stirred in one scene bleeding over and affecting that character's interactions with somebody unrelated.

That elaborate storytelling supplements the wild tonal highwire act The White Lotus pulls off.  Scenes can veer from levity to bracing pathos in a blink, often mixing the two together in a potent blend.  It asks you to laugh at these characters and take them very seriously at the same time, and it always works.  Tanya may be the the silliest character thanks to Jennifer Coolidge's delightfully spacey performance, but the scene in the first episode where she's telling Belinda about her dead mother is one of the most moving scenes of the entire series.  

Every episode has at least one scene like that, where you can feel the ground shift under you and take you to a completely unexpected emotional terrain.  There's that scene which happens in the dead center of episode two, where Nicole (Connie Britton) and Rachel have a thoughtful moment of connection between two career-minded women that totally takes a turn when Nicole finds out Rachel wrote a piece about her that she didn't like.  And there's also the scene in episode five where Nicole confronts Mark about telling their son about an affair he had.  For the whole series leading up to that moment, Nicole had been sketched like this laughable girlboss neoliberal who still loves Hillary Clinton, and then all of a sudden you're reminded that just like everyone else, she's a full human being with feelings that are capable of being hurt.  The mastery of tone that these six episodes display is honestly staggering.  You need the silliness to make the dramatic moments hit the way they do, and vice versa.

The show's interrogation of its characters only gets more precise as it goes on, especially with the aforementioned Mossbachers.  One of the treats of each episode is the recurring family dinners, which invariably become a discourse on class, privilege and gender, giving us ample opportunity to laugh at the irony of moments like Nicole and Mark going off on cancel culture while they enjoy being served at a resort on stolen land, watching indigenous people perform for their entertainment.

Paula's arc is the most fascinating thread in the Mossbacher web.  She sees herself as the good guy, the person of color outsider who's different from the out-of-touch people she's vacationing with and chooses to try to help Kai, the local guy she has a tryst with.  It's tempting to see her that way in comparison to the Mossbachers too.  But it's notable that the thing that pushes her to hatch a plan for Kai to steal jewelry from the safe in their hotel room while the family's away is Olivia flirting with him, which makes her actions seem more driven by getting revenge on her friend than any kind of altruism.  Her plan is also one where all of the risk is on Kai and virtually none of it is on her.

(I also just love that the Mossbacher marriage is saved by Mark assuming a traditionally masculine role of the protector when he defends his wife from Kai, especially since his whole arc is centered around his crisis of masculinity, between his testicle issues, finding out his father was a closeted gay man, and wrestling with his own role as a father.)

"Departures," the show's finale, is a masterclass.  Of plotting, of theme, of emotions.  Everything.  One of the two main themes that dominates and adds complexity to the episode is that one person's self-actualization serves as a detriment to another.  Tanya realizing that she shouldn't have transactional relationships is a promising breakthrough and moment of personal growth for her on its own, but it comes at the expense of her not helping Belinda start her business.  And consequently, Belinda discovering that she doesn't need to take on so much emotional labor for the hotel guests is great, but maybe if that didn't happen, she could've advised Rachel not to commit to a marriage that's crushing her soul.  Rachel's decision bleeds into the next overriding theme of the season's conclusion: people choosing what's easy over what's right (which we also see when Paula ultimately comes to terms with the fact that the Mossbachers are her people).

Tanya and Rachel's conclusions are the ones that hit the hardest for me.  The former hurts so much because she felt like the most endearing and least monstrous hotel guest of the ensemble.  When it turns out that the rich will perpetually be who they are, it stings that much more because we were hoping that wouldn't be the case for her.  Ditto Rachel, whose arc is enthralling mostly due to Alexandra Daddario's performance.  Daddario is an actress who has mostly been stuck playing Hot Girl With Big Boobs roles, so it was a surprise to see her give such a layered turn here.  Rachel may not be the person who ends up dead in a box at the end, but in a way she chooses a different kind of death. 

Speaking of dead people in boxes...if there's a quibble I have with the show it's that I wonder if the dead body mystery should've been excised altogether.  Granted, I found the conclusion of Armond being the one who gets killed at the hands of Shane satisfying narratively.  Not only does it feel like a perfect capper to the chest-puffing back and forth the two of them were embroiled in throughout the season, but it also fits into to the pattern of all of the guests coming away from this week with their lives essentially returning to the status quo, while all of the staff characters end up with tragic fates.  But the tease of the coffin in the first episode feels like something out of show in the Big Little Lies milieu that subsequently caused some people to focus too much on that aspect miss out on the other richness this world had to offer.

One criticism I cannot abide by, however, is the charge that the show doesn't have anything interesting or new to say.  Judging from the previous 14 paragraphs I wrote, obviously I disagree with the "interesting" part of that claim.  As far as the "new" goes: The shows criticizing the rich that we get are often in the vein of Succession, painting the upper class as douchebags of the highest order, living on a completely different planet than the rest of the word.   Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that.  Succession is the best show on television.  But The White Lotus is the first show I've seen that really examines this new strata that's come to prominence in the last decade and a half, which is the rich liberal who doesn't think they're a part of the problem.  White uses lots of in-the-moment terminology in the series -- "triggered," "cucked," #MeToo -- and it's clear he's having fun with it, but he's also commenting on the fact that all of the political things that get discussed are just abstract ideas to these people.  Olivia may accuse her mother's tech company of "dismantling the social fabric," but at the end of the day, she's unwilling to acknowledge or give up the privilege she holds.  That it's characters are unaware of or deliberately obtuse about the power they wield might be the savviest thing about this terrific show.

Thursday, December 31, 2020

My 20 Favorite Television Shows of 2020



As always, I'm introducing my television wrap-up list by giving an update on my quest to watch less than 100 shows in a year.  I may have failed in the previous years, but folks, I finally did it.  In 2020, I fully watched -- meaning I saw every episode a series aired in the calendar year -- only 93 shows.  I'd like to thank my dear friend, the novel coronavirus, without whom none of this would be possible.

If you're thinking "93 shows is still too much television," well, you wouldn't be wrong.  That's not even counting the many shows I checked out for one or two episodes and then quit.  Despite some seasons getting pushed back and others getting cut short, there was still an avalanche of television put out this year.  Out of any small crack in the landscape will pop a new streaming service these days, so now along with the usual suspects, we had Peacock originals and HBO Max originals and, for a brief period of time, Quibi originals (RIP).  It's hard to even consider myself a TV expert anymore.  Any time I tell somebody that I watch alot of TV, they'll inevitably say something like "Oh cool, have you seen that new Netflix show about the anthropomorphic cat who's also a depressed sex worker?"  Before you fire up your search engine, that show does not actually exist, but the point is that there's a whole culture of streaming service crate-digging that I'm just not keyed into at all.

Despite my decreasing completionism, my love of the medium hasn't abated.  2020 was an excellent year in television -- it may not have had the depth of previous years, but the sheer breadth of it was refreshing and exciting.  The best of what the year had to offer came in so many different forms, including anime, docuseries, and especially the increasingly popular limited series format.  There was also a great mix of old favorites and new surprises.  In fact, the number one entry on this list was a sensation that nobody saw coming.  What show is that?  Find out below!

The rules: Last year I implemented a new rule to help account for streaming seasons that got dropped at the end of the year, and I'll be continuing that this year.  So for any show whose entire season drops at once, the eligibility window for this list is if that season dropped between December 13, 2019 and December 10, 2020.   So season 2 of You, which Netflix dropped all at once on December 26, 2019, is eligible for this list.  Any streaming season that dropped after December 10th of this year will be eligible for next year's list.  I know it's confusing but that's the only why I can maintain my sanity and not have to catch up on things at the very last minute.  Thankfully the rules are simpler for shows that air weekly.  For those cases, any episode that aired between January 1, 2020 and December 31, 2020 are considered for this ranking.

Wednesday, December 30, 2020

My 15 Favorite Films of 2020




Remember yesterday when I said that my music list was the one that was least impacted by the pandemic?  Well, today's film list is easily the most colored by it.  COVID-19 may very well have killed the theater industry as we know it.

Usually in the intro to this list, I lament the movies that I hadn't been able to see because they were only released at the end of the year for critics and big cities in order to make awards contention.  This time around we're all basically in the same boat, as there's a long list of movies we thought we'd be getting coming into 2020, but were delayed until next year or later.  Dune, Black Widow, A Quiet Place Part II, No Time to Die, F9, Candyman, Top Gun: Maverick, The French Dispatch, Last Night in Soho, West Side Story, the list goes on -- so many big movies that, to varying degrees, had a shot at making this list were shelved.

As a result, my new movie intake dropped dramatically.  I saw a total of 48 new releases in 2020, compared to last year's 75.  The closing of theaters and delay of tentpole films play a large part in that, but I also didn't feel much desire to watch many of the movies that were released directly to VOD during lockdown.  I probably would have seen something like the poorly received Antebellum in theaters for $7 on a Sunday afternoon in a normal year, but it was much harder to justify watching it at home for $20 when there were so many other options to stream.

So I was left with a difficult decision to make regarding this list: Do I buck tradition and not have 20 films on it for the first time?  The films in my 16 through 20 spots are ones that I liked a fair amount, but they just didn't excite me the way movies that usually qualify for the end of the year list do.  Couple that with having to also write up five more honorable mentions and it just felt disingenuous to attempt to work up the enthusiasm to declare merely solid films as being the best of 2020.  Hence, we have 15 films on the official list this year.  Still, despite the smaller playing field there were a handful of films at the top that were truly fantastic.  2020 wasn't a complete wash when it came to cinema, and this list is here to show some reasons why it wasn't.

The rules: Things are a little different this year since most movies didn't get a theatrical release.  So let's make it easy and consider any film that got their first non-festival release in 2020 -- whether that's theatrically, on VOD, or exclusively on a streaming service -- qualifies for this list.

Tuesday, December 29, 2020

My 20 Favorite Albums of 2020



You can't write an intro to an end of 2020 list without paying some lip service to what a tumultuous year it was, but out of the three lists you'll be seeing over the next three days, this music roundup feels like the one that was affected the least by the pandemic.  Back at the beginning of everything, when most people assumed this whole COVID-19 thing would blow over in a few months (oh, how naive we were), there were some albums that got pushed back a few months, but once everyone realized we were going to be in it for the long haul, even those came out.

If anything, we got more music due to the pandemic, not less.  After all, Taylor Swift -- previously known for her rigid gaps between release dates -- put out two albums in the last five months.  And it wasn't just her, all over the map we saw artists dropping more music or putting out projects sooner than we expected.  While some used their newfound time due to canceled tours to supplement their income in creative ways, others simply got to work, and we got to reap the rewards.

Musicians weren't the only people with time on their hands either.  Between working remotely minimizing the amount of interruptions I experience during the day, and the lack of TV programming leading to lots of time needing something to occupy my ears while watching NBA games, I had many more opportunities to listen to music in 2020.  I tried to use that time to expand my horizons and listen to genres I've largely bypassed, like electronic music and emo, because I previously just didn't have the bandwidth to dive into a whole new world.  Naturally, this led to me feeling more overwhelmed than ever by the sheer amount of music there is out there just waiting to be heard.  Every year, there are albums I really want to get to that I don't end up spending time with before the deadline for this list, but it seemed to double this year.  Between the 10 million Griselda albums, the weekly deluge of Detroit rappers dropping Youtube loosies, and all the emo bands Ian Cohen recommends on Twitter, there is so much good stuff that didn't get my full attention.  So think of the list you're about to read as less definitive and more like a snapshot of my favorite things I managed to get to.

The rules: Everything is the same as usual.  The window of eligibility for this list is anything released between January 1, 2020 and now.  This list can include albums, mixtapes, EPs, and anything in between.  As always, I'm praying that nothing substantial comes out in the twilight hours of the year.